I'm trying to lose weight. I don't want to get into it. It just makes me mad.
I hate watching what I eat. I just want to be able to eat something I like until I'm full.
I hate working out. I hate sweating. I hate it when my heart rate increases. I hate floor exercises, stomach exercises and squats. I hate sweating (it needed to be mentioned twice).
Let's not even begin to discuss what working out has done to my hair. Frizzy, kinky roots are not something I can make work.
But I monitor what I eat and I work out anyway. I fucking hate it but I do it and I'll continue to do it because if I don't I'll gain weight and make it easier for life to screw me and give me diabetes, cancer, high-blood pressure etc.
Anywho, this playlist rocks my world and helps me forget about the sweat:
Calvin Harris - Feel So Close
Metric - Dead Disco
Metric - Monster Hospital
Alex Clare - Too Close
Metric - Help I'm Alive
Beyonce - Get me Bodied
Beyonce - Diva
Shakira - La Tortura
Shakira - Loca
Beyonce - Green Light
Taylor Swift - We Are Never Getting Back Together
Pitbull - Hey Baby
The songs aren't exactly new but they help me get revved up enough to keep on going.
I run up and down a flight of stairs for the 44 mins of this playlist, visualizing myself driving my dream car, dancing up a storm in a Parisian nightclub, having a blast at my book release party, hanging out with my friends in Orlando, NY, and Antigua, salsa dancing in Miami in a sexy orangey-pink dress.
I get super-specific with my daydreams.